‘Still my soul be still
And do not fear
Though winds of change may rage tomorrow
God is at your side
No longer dread
The fires of unexpected sorrow
God, You are my God
And I will trust in You and not be shaken
Lord of peace renew
A steadfast spirit within me
To rest in You alone’.
(Words and Music by Keith & Kristyn Getty & Stuart Townend)
Every breath I breathe is precious, a gift given by my Heavenly Father. This thought has impacted me during this period where circumstances caused me to know the true meaning of ‘Trust’. Placing my trust in a heart beating constantly with love. As I waken each morning, methinks ‘Today is yesterday’s tomorrow’. Yes, a change of plans and suddenly, yet in the change I came to know the importance of today, moving by faith into the next step of another tomorrow. Fear and faith are not compatible, yet I had to go through a period of fear as I faced overwhelming circumstances of the reality ‘why not me’? When all things appear to be against you, one has time to reflect. Embarking from the plane in Stanstead Airport and ‘rushing’, suddenly chest pain. I silently tried to breathe deeply and kept walking. Five weeks into our mission trip although I knew things were not right, I had an unshakable peace. I knew I must return for further investigation. What has the new me learned? God is faithful. His delays are timely as we face the realisation there is still work to be accomplished. My heart has found rest that although ‘By the Brook’ for a season, in the quiet hours His voice, His peace has removed my disappointment, discouragement, turning my fear, hopelessness into a new dimension of focus. As a child I often heard my Mother sing ‘Many things about tomorrow, I don’t seem to understand, but I know who holds tomorrow, and I know He holds my hand’. He has stirred the waters refreshing my soul and assuring me He will equip me with strength for each new day (and tomorrow), His work will be accomplished ‘For Such A Time As This’. ‘The Lord will guide you continually, And satisfy your soul in drought, And strengthen your bones; You shall be like a watered garden, And like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail’. Isaiah: 58: 11